First Big Move

I don't even know where to start...

Moving to Texas is total chaos. We have a lot to pack in a short time, plus trying to find a place to live, plus paying to get out there...

We have decided to do a DITY ( Do it yourself) move. We've found out we can pocket more money this way and since we don't have as much stuff as others, we figured this would just be smarter, and lets be honest, I want to handle my stuff. I am weird like that.

So this next week I will spend endless amounts of time on the phone trying to find a place to live...renting moving trucks and the worst thing that haunts my being ( dun dun dun)... packing.

But I am trying to concentrate and get it all done, I will get this all done, after I pull my hair out...or Daniels. Even if he doesn't have much of it.

My mind tells me go go go...I just want to get out to Texas and get settled, I feel like ive done my time in being away from my husband. I know most military wives would not agree..6 months is really nothing, and ive seen him a bunch, but theres nothing like having him home...or nothing like living with him. I mean...ive been married a month and a day and haven't lived with him for one of those days, kinda rough.

I feel like ive done my part for at least a couple months until I have to give him up again. Don't cha think?

14 hour trip is looking like a monster to me right now...but we will get it done, one way or another.

Oh boy!

personal recession

Anyone want to give me a second job? I would love to have it! Only problem is I am moving in a month! Makes it almost impossible to find that 2nd job. I know I know you don't have to tell them you are leaving in a month, but I like to stay on that honesty path...I think honesty is the best policy.

So my answer to my own personal recession?
1. I don't leave the house unless necesscary. E.X. grocery store...grand parents house.
2. No more eating out/ fast food. Can't keep doing it.
3. Learn to say no. Now, I am the person that usually doesn't mind paying for other people when they can't do something...but I can't afford to now, I just can't. Also I am the person people look to fill the financial gap sometimes...when they need that 4th party or something. Can't anymore!
4. Keep myself as busy as possible in the house, and in this house it shouldn't be to hard right? But it does get old after awhile.

So this is my new daily routine...I still am broke but oh well. I am not spending money either.
If being apart of these bad times does me any good, its taught me to be smart...very smart. But unfortunately for our economy its taught me not to spend because I can't afford to.

Back to the routine I go...wish me luck.

To My Husband

I really am never this cheesy, but I think you deserve to know how much I love you...

I never thought I would meet that perfect man, but I did.

I never thought I would give my heart away, but I did.

I never thought at daycare I would find Mr. Perfect, but I did.

I never thought I would be so in love with someone, but I am.

I never thought I would want to grow old with someone, but I do.

I said "I Do" to the man of my dreams. Through the ups and downs, the smiles and the tears, I love him no matter what. He is the ONLY man that one minute I want to murder and in the next be in his arms happier than ever.

I've been married as of a week yesterday, and its already had its moments. Getting married and being instantly 300 miles away hits hard at the heart. But I know one thing, God always had this plan for us, and honestly, that is comforting. I married my other half...as cheesy as that sounds its the truth. I am a lucky woman that God picked us to be husband and wife.

I wouldn't have it any other way.