Daniel has signed up for the Army for 8 years. 3 active duty and 5 will be in reserves, but of course that could change as he may like it. He leaves October 5th for BT (Basic Training). I am trying to learn all this military lingo. I could really care less about it, but I have to learn it.
Him leaving for 2 months for basic will probably be some of the most challenging months of my life. It will be like losing a best friend. I won't be able to speak with him except through letters, and of course Daniel hates to write. So I probably won't hear much from him.
I hope he doesn't change to much. I love him just the way he is, I don't want a lot of change. I know for sure he will look really good in a uniform though. So that is always promising.
But I will miss him deeply, I hate I won't be able to talk to him any time I please. I hate I won't be able to hug and kiss him anytime I please. It will be like the army owns him, owns us, and I don't like it. But I will be strong for him, for us. I want us to make it through this. I hope we can survive this as a couple. I have hope, and supposedly thats all you need. But here is a cute picture of the child im nannying for until hopefully I marry Daniel and we go where he is :)
