So Daniel has decided to go into the Army for sure. I absolutely hate it. I refuse to hide my feelings about it, because well thats just not me. I never once in my life thought I would end up with someone in the military, and quite frankly I don't want that lifestyle. But what choice do I have? I love the man, and I don't want to lose him.
The thought of him leaving...breaks me down. It makes me literally have a mental break down. He is my best friend. I also hope him to be my future husband, yes I said it HUSBAND. I am a believer that young love is real and lasting. Ask my grand parents...they are going on like 60 years.
I love him more than life itself. It is why I am in this with him. That being the only reason. I am hoping abscence makes the heart grow fonder...but I worry it will be the other way. Thats what really worries me.
But I am thinking positive thoughts....I have to...for my sanity.
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