10 Minutes

I never thought in a million years that a 10 minute phone call would change my outlook on the start of my week.

I had gotten really down since Wednesday when I hadn't gotten any more letters. I know...I am pathedic and shouldn't be so worried. But I am...so back off! So I was really hoping for a phone call tonight, and I didn't know if it was going to happen, but it did!

10 minutes of happiness. Daniel is really upbeat...I wouldn't say he is enjoying himself, but he isn't complaining either. So thats good. He qualified on his rifle! Yipee...like 34 out of 40 shots? Something like that? I don't know all the lingo and stuff. All I know if Daniel has a shot to kill me...he will probably make it...so I better not make him mad. ha-ha!

I messed with him and told him I was feeling almost single...he was like that ring means you are far from single. I laughed, and told him of course. I feel like the old cat lady right now...3 cats on my bed trying to stay warm...far from single and searching.

This is the hardest thing I've done in my life being away from him...I am sure I will endure much harder things, but this is tough and I am doing it. Which makes me remember I am independent...I can do things on my own. Almost a relief. Don't judge me for becoming dependent on him...I didn't realize how dependent I even was until he was gone. He didn't realize it either...his first letters broke my heart because he hit that moment of wow... I do need her around. Broke my heart and made extremely happy to know I am needed just as much.

I like this love stuff...its exciting and happy.