Nothing Fair About It

2nd post of the day...

I've been waiting all day for a phone call from Daniel and it has yet to happen. It is still early for when he usually calls...but I know for a fact some companies have their phones all day. Why can't he?

And it NEVER fails, I start watching the news and they start talking about our military over seas...and then it never fails they bring up the brave men and women who have lost their lives. They reported on Robert Collins...he is from Tyrone, GA and went to Sandy Creek High School. He lost his life by car bomb in Iraq. It hits home, and hard...

I am suppose to be thankful on these holidays but when I watch things like that...I just cry and cry...because I am very realistic...and I say to myself...that could be Daniel. I know I can't always think like that...and I don't...but it hits home when I see those things. That is my future husband and no offense and maybe I am selfish but I don't want my future husband and my future father of my children to lose his life for people who don't even think about those kind of things...or people that don't even care about their freedoms. I don't want him dieing for them.

I know this is a lot to swallow...trust me I know. But I really wonder...how do Military wives keep their heads up when they face these types of thing every stinking day...

I can't imagine...and even more so...I never want too...
I cry and pray for those families who have lost a loved one to this war and any war...there is nothing fair about it.