So I started googling Army Wives blogs today...found a good few, and they simply scare me. All they talk about is their kids and their husbands deployments or future deployments. Some have 1 child others have 4. It is simply mind boggling.
I respect these women more than most. This whole possible deployment thing scares me so much. I know Daniel won't be on the front lines, but who wants their partner gone for a year or more? I know I don't. But I know it is apart of the job. But I really HATE that part of the job, and the unknown, I don't favor that either!
These women talk about their husbands missing births of children...major holidays...etc. I think I can deal with the holidays, but missing the birth of a child? That BLOWS my mind. So hopefully no babies for me and Daniel until I know he can be there, and as for having babies. Not happening, ANYTIME soon. I like to give them back to the parents.
BLAH! Just overwhelming stuff that my mind can't deal with.
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