Okay so my second day...I am finally going to go public with this blog..doubt anyone will read it..but getting my emotions out is good for the soul and I just happen to not mind people reading them.
It was ROUGH this morning..I cried all morning at work..thought life wasn't going to go on. Then my boss made me laugh and it just HIT me. I am going to be okay! Daniel is going to come home, and I am still going to be in love with the same man that left! Hes my heart! Here or at Fort Jackson.
So to get my mind off of it..I shopped online..thats right..I spend money to control my emotions..get off me!
I also realized, my friends are AMAZING! I can't name you all..but you know who you are. You are special human beings to put up with my crying pathedic self! Bless you all!
And to all of my mommies and especially my own...you are amazing..thank you for reaching out and treating me like your own..and to my momma..you are the best..I may act like I don't need you..but I do 24/7. Today was the day I realized again..like every day..God is good! So GOOD! He puts people like you all in my life..and just makes me say my prayers every day. No joke.
I am still going to cry every once in awhile..because im telling myself LOVE SUCKS to just make myself get use to this being away from Daniel. Im not use to being away from him...so give me time to adjust!
I feel better just typing all of this.
I truely cannot wait to see him...the count down begins! 74 days! Not very long when you think of a lot of women who have their men deployed..I think about them when I get sad..because..they are the true heroes!
I will probably go through 20 different emotions in the next 74 days and especially beyond that but, I hope yall enjoy my life..I am going to be honest on here...as blunt as can be..Because thats who I am.
You either love me or hate me...I would prefer you love me..and enjoy my ups and downs of life!
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