It's Sunday...and yesterday was the first day in 2 years I haven't had any contact with Daniel. It was weird, it was like he was a figment of my imagination all day. Like he didn't really exist.
This experience is really new for me. I don't know how to treat it. I went out with Emma last night at LaGrange had a good time...and I love her for that. But it never fails...I wake up in the morning and still panic..and still feel alone. Because I am use to doing that, and coming home to Daniel.
Hes going through some tough times these next 2 weeks..this is supposedly the toughest time for the guys. So please please say a prayer for him. I know I am.
Its Sunday, and I am wondering if hes gotten the drill sergeants that are nice and allow them to call maybe on Sundays...probably not but I can always hope right?
I have a feeling this next week won't be so bad, I hope. People are home for fall break and I will be around people more, so that makes me excited. It will make me stronger. I miss him...a lot. I feel like hes never coming back...and he will just not soon enough.
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